“Now is my soul troubled; and what shall I say?”
The full verse · John 12:27 · KJV
; shall I ? , : for came .
Asked by
Jesus: the Son of man, who had just said, "The hour is come, that the Son of man should be glorified" (John 12:23)
The Scene
In Jerusalem before the passover, after Greeks ask to see Him, Jesus announces that His hour has come and speaks of a corn of wheat that must fall into the ground and die (John 12:20-24).
Why It Was Asked
The purpose behind the questionJesus was facing His death, and it troubled Him deeply. Barnes says the mention of His death "brought before him its approaching horrors, its pains, its darkness, its unparalleled woes," and he calls "what shall I say?" "an expression denoting intense anxiety and perplexity." Gill describes it as spoken "as if he knew not what to say." The question weighs two possible prayers: to ask to be spared the hour, or to embrace the purpose for which He came.
The Response
What Scripture recordsJesus answered His own question. He set aside "Father, save me from this hour" with the words, "but for this cause came I unto this hour" (John 12:27). Then He prayed, "Father, glorify thy name." God answered from heaven: "I have both glorified it, and will glorify it again" (John 12:28). Some of the people said it thundered; others said an angel spoke (John 12:29).
Historical Context
The world behind the wordsThe word "troubled" is tarasso, which Thayer defines in part as to "take away his calmness of mind, disturb his equanimity; to disquiet, make restless." John uses the same verb when Jesus "groaned in the spirit, and was troubled" at the tomb of Lazarus (John 11:33), and when He "was troubled in spirit" before naming His betrayer (John 13:21). Commentators read "Father, save me from this hour" in two ways. Barnes reads it as a question Jesus weighs and then rejects, since He came to die and "it would not be proper to pray to be delivered from it." Matthew Henry reads it as a real prayer: "Christ was willing to suffer, yet prayed to be saved from suffering." Either way, Jesus ends by praying for the Father's glory.
The Bigger Picture
Where this fits in God's storyThis is one of the clearest windows into the heart of Jesus in John's Gospel. He did not face the cross with calm detachment. His soul was troubled, and He said so out loud. Barnes compares this to His words in the garden, "My soul is exceeding sorrowful, even unto death" (Matthew 26:38). Matthew Henry writes, "Prayer against trouble may well agree with patience under it."
And the Father answered. The voice from heaven shows that God was not distant from His Son's distress. Jesus then explains what the hour means: "Now shall the prince of this world be cast out," and "I, if I be lifted up from the earth, will draw all men unto me" (John 12:31-32). The hour that troubled Him was the hour of the world's rescue.
Look Closer
What did Jesus finally pray after asking, "What shall I say?"
Carry the question into prayer and conversation.
Father, when my soul is troubled and I don't know what to say, will You help me pray for Your name to be glorified?
A prayer to carry into the day.
- Jesus said honestly that His soul was troubled. What keeps you from being honest with God about what troubles you?
- Tell about a time when you prayed through something hard and came out wanting God's will more than your own way.
For you, a small group, a friend, or the dinner table.
You are allowed to be troubled. Jesus was, and He said so. Faith does not mean pretending that hard things are easy. It means bringing your trouble to the Father and asking what to say.
Notice the turn in Jesus' prayer. He moved from "what shall I say?" to "Father, glorify thy name" (John 12:27-28). When you face something you would rather escape, you can follow the same path: tell God the truth about how you feel, then ask Him to be glorified in what comes.
This does not mean every hardship is something you must simply accept. Jesus knew His hour was the very thing He came for. Asking God for help or relief is not a lack of faith. The question is whether your deepest desire is His glory.
Scripture's own application: Hebrews 12:2-3
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